I hope your Tuesday was utter good, better than mine. Here I am writing these words down just right after I cleaned myself up after my long day went by. I landed in J-town on a dark, cloudy afternoon after spending some days out of town with Mum and Dad just because both of them are so busy to have quality time with, talking about ticking time before I go, oh such a weak heart I have! Even though, to tell you the truth, I watched The Big Bang Theory religiously to kill time while they were doing their deeds. But no matter how hard it takes for me to talk to my parents, their capability of having a heart-to-heart conversation always calms the storm inside me every time. A fit of nonsense jealousy over their togetherness doesn't do me any good unless I plan to rewrite their vows and perhaps, find the one who will read the "I do" with them. Right? Hey, I might not have forever with them, but I will count every single moment that I have to make it up.
After all these years I've spent on planet Earth, it still amazes me on how hard I am getting accustomed to opening both of my hands to catch all space dust that consists of sacrifices and happiness. The urge of finding a 'Home' is getting stronger daily just like a wanderer who has a big dream of sleeping in a nice warm bed with a glass of warm milk beside her. The idea of coming home to the love of your life is so soothing and nice I can’t wait to look forward to that. I think I won't refuse to stop putting my hopes high in the sky for which the answers to my questions will lead to one only, time. To the feelings that I haven't felt yet, I know you will come. ✿A