Ke Kalyan

I'm sitting down in the corner of a cafe in Senopati. Feeling lonely and absolutely crushed by the fact that the person I'm supposed to have a meeting with has cancelled on me deliberately. I started the day correctly and had a photoshoot meeting with my business partner and a photographer. Waiving my healthy lungs because apparently all of them are smokers. I don't blame them completely. 

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It is half to eight PM, I'm waiting for my friends to come over and work together from here. At this point, this idea seems the most brilliant one instead of spending hours in a hell of traffic. Also, dear universe, will I ever be ready for true love and unlimited happiness? Honestly, I don't want to wait any longer and I just think that I'm ready? I don't know, maybe I haven't been prepared to be a better version of myself. 

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I was just wondering, what are my ex uni friends are currently doing right now? How do they feel about life? I hope they all are fine, as much as I want my own self to be fine right now. A French artist, Matisse, said that "the essential thing is to work in a state of mind that approaches prayer". He's right, the smallest element of my own body needs to pray more and do more of taffakur. I don't know....... I really don't know.

All I'm saying is, if you are happy and even more so grateful, man, you've been blessed!!

✿A